Dear Friends,
It has been a pattern of mine, all my life, to take on more than I should. I have always been demanding of myself, often unforgiving and overly critical. It has allowed me to achieve many things, but almost always at the expense of my health.
This time, my body has forced me to stop… quite literally. Two days ago, I was unable to walk.
I started this channel with a very clear intention: to warn about the Covid vaccines, to help people see what was really happening, and to support others through the difficult process of awakening.
For five years, I have shown up every single day. It has been a journey of purpose, but also one of sacrifice. Along the way, so many of you have written to me with kindness and gratitude, and I want you to know that I have read your words, and I have carried them with me. They have meant more than you realise.
But last week, I received an email that stayed with me. I was told that I should never claim to be exhausted… that a “soldier” never admits exhaustion.
I am not a soldier. I have never claimed to be one.
I am a mother of three, carrying a great deal of responsibility, who chose to speak up when the world began to unravel, because I wanted something better for my children.
And like anyone else, I have limits.
There have been countless nights when I was barely able to keep my eyes open, yet I continued… trying to find the right words, showing up regardless. Not because I had to, but because I cared.
But I cannot ignore my body any longer.
There are things in my life that now need my attention, and I have come to understand that I am of no use to anyone if I do not have my health.
So I am going to step back for a while.
I will still write, but more intermittently… when I truly have something to say, rather than out of habit or expectation.
This channel has been a part of my life for five years, and so have you.
What we have built here matters to me deeply, and it always will. But for now, I need to listen to what my body is asking of me, and allow myself the space to recover, to breathe, and to tend to what cannot be neglected any longer.
I am not going anywhere… just learning to move at a different pace.
I will still be here, and I will still write, but with more balance, more intention, and when I truly have something meaningful to share.
Thank you for walking this path with me… and for giving me the grace to slow down when I need to.
Love
Laura❤️
